My Passion for Music.

Sup homies,

Today's topic as you can see is something very very close to me. My passion, my life, my ME.
I have always love music and was exposed to music since i was born. My mom, she is an amazing singer. Well, she dont perform so i cant say she's a professional singer however to me she's like my inspiration. She wanted to be a singer when she was younger but well, her parents would not allow that though her dad plays music too back in Solo (because of him i am proud to be a Javanese, he was born and raised there). "Seni" (Arts) runs in our family both maternal and paternal side. If they cant sing the can play if they cant play, they can draw, if they cant draw, they can dance. (im not kidding)

But me?

I just love to sing and play. Whenever i hear an instrument being played i would search for the source of sound. It is that kind of love. (Bonded) But sadly, i cant play that well.
I learn playing guitar and ukulele by myself. Learned a little bit of piano (and forget).
Shrimp bought me a violin which i wanted since like when i was in primary school.
The first music genre that i like was instrumental music. Back in the days before mp3 was born we use this portable radio (looks like an mp3) and i would tune into the instrumental channel and just be in my zone. Years past and i find that any type of music with GOOD lyrics or good to tune can just touch my heart.

I dont sing or play well but i love doing it and no one can stop me.
Why?
Because it is just me.
I have a YouTube account where you can actually here me sing some original song and some songs that i covered.

I miss doing music just by myself.
I once felt that someone actually step on my passion. Trying to make me realized that i am no good.
But you dont need to be good to do what you love the most.
Its true that i am having a hard time getting myself to write and create again.
Its true that i felt i was betrayed.
That you took that passion of mine away from me.
The smile on your face.
I didnt know who i can trust anymore.
But fret not. Im good at taking negativeness to bring myself into being someone better.
I will never stop my music.

Goodbye for now,

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