Hello,
I'm back here again after a while. Usually, when I'm writing here it means I needed to shout out my feelings and mostly its negativity. But today it's not all negative because I have great news to share. Well, not that I have readers out there who constantly wait for my writings. But oh well, I'm just gonna say it anyway.
I'm PREGNANT! Alhamdulillah!
It seems like a long wait. But here we are, after quitting my job in December and been trying to have our mini us, we're finally having a baby! The cute part is it was confirmed on my 28th birthday after testing on a home test kit twice, I decided to check with a doctor at the Polyclinic before being referred to my one only go to "hospital", NUH. Haha.
Now, that most of my close family members and beshtyy know the news, I think it's quite safe to share it here knowing not many people I know, might read it. Haha!
Here are some cute images of our mini us that I collated in my baby's album.
Okay, so I took a test on 2 test kits. The first was with a faint line and the second was with a strong line haha! The first image was from the first ultrasound and the last was from the second ultrasound. We just went to the third one which was just to check our baby's heartbeat and I swear, Allah is great! Just to share with you my pregnancy journey. My first trimester was a lot to take in. The constant vomiting, couldn’t eat or stand any smell be it nice or yucky smell. (Luckily I can stand my husband's smell). I am in my second trimester now still having the vomiting but not as bad and much endurable.
Mental health-wise, I think knowing that my baby is healthy and having a great support system like my amazing mum and a really amazing husband does help a lot. So far, no like bad panic attacks since the last time I had when I was working. I do have worries like, financial worries as now only my husband is working and just feeling a little depressed that I am at home most of the time if all chores are done and nothing much to do, the overthinking me will start to kick in and that is scary. But I can say I am so much stable now. I am not too stressed but I guess having some worries is normal. Also, NUH does have these "psychology doctors" who will call and check up on me. Oh also because they do surveys for new moms and from there they are able to give some help or advice. Which I find really helpful although every time they call me I get nervous for no reason.
Our baby is due in November 2021. In shaa Allah. And in a month's time, we will probably get to know its gender. For both my husband and I, we are so thankful to have a baby so we don't really mind the gender as long as our baby is healthy and of course, I'm healthy. That is more than enough.
Okay before I go, just want to give a shoutout to both my mum and husband for everything they did for me. For always being there and always trying to understand my meltdowns and even loving my happy moments. I am so blessed and thankful to Allah S.W.T. although I know I have sinned a lot but he never stop blessing me with all these. I will try and be a better person for myself and for others. In shaa Allah. Ameen.
Also to all mothers and who wants to be mothers, I pray all your wants to be granted and ease all your burdens. Ameen. You guys rock!
Till then, bye!
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