Its like finally this blog is alive. I have to admit i have loads of other blogs that needs to be updated. Rarely touched to be exact. The thing that triggered me to relive this blog was my beshtyy. I mean not really her but her blog. Yup, she had a blog all this while and i didn't know. Well not like she need to report to me everything that she has. (Im not a stalker) Just that my beshtyy dont talk much about herself. (As in not always) but i care so much about her and i want her to be happy. Well i am a PISCES and we are just those kind of individual who cant help but care too much.
Lately, my beshtyy has been sharing a lot about her love life. Not that she never once did. Just that i felt that she's in love and a "LITTLE" bit too confused. I dont know how to react sometimes. As i dont really know how to control my emotions. Sometimes i tend to be possessive. Like i want the best for her so i kind of say things beyond my means. I get scolded a lot for not thinking before saying anything. Its like i feel it then i say it out. I just dont want her to feel as though i am not hearing her out. I want to try to be a good listener. To be a good beshtyy. We have been together for 10 long years and i have never had a friendship that long with anyone. (Im kind of a difficult person to be with).
T H E F I R S T H E L L O.
The first time we met will always be in my heart. How she purposely threw down a pen/pencil to the floor to make me pick it up for her. (I was sitting next to her table) It was the first day of my high school life. I was excited but not too excited to make friends. I knew her intention so i just went along with it. Didn't know from that step i made, we became real good friends. Well not always good but there were days where we hated each other and couldn't even look at one another but what's love without fights, right?
O L D I S G O L D.
We had nothing in common. But like what she said in her blog, we stick like glue somehow.
We had a lot of dreams that we wanted to achieve. #relationshipgoals.
I could take a whole day if you want me to list all.
A N O T E T O B E S H T Y Y .
Hey love, i know sometimes i am never there be it physically or emotionally.
Sometimes, i tried too hard to understand when all you needed was just someone to listen.
Its never easy to be an individual what more be a great person for someone.
I cant promise you forever. I dont want to. Promises will always be broken for sure. We dont know where life could bring us.
But one day, if our lives were destined to be separated.
Always know once, we shared such an amazing friendship. That no one can ever replace.
I love you to death. I could just tell you straight like how i use to. But maybe just maybe you'll find out about this yourself. And it could make you smile or laugh like you use to do.
Whatever your decisions are, i wish you all the best and i hope you will get the best.
YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED WITH THE ONCE YOU LOVE.
Follow your heart, but dont forget to use your brain at times.
P.S: SORRY FOR THE UNGLAM PICS!
Signing off,
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