F A L L T O F L Y: She's indecisive, she can't decide.

Sup,

You see guys i'm currently waiting for my graduation day, and still working at my intern place.
Last week, my intern boss just asked me to think about working full time there.
I am excited as my intern life was fun. They are a great company to work with.

Intern and working FULL TIME is 2 different things you see.
I don't really understand what i'm feeling right now but it is kinda scary moving on to a new phase.
One time you are treated like a child the next day you have responsibilities, you are an adult.
It is scary guys. VERY.

I know i guess i am just thinking too much.

Sometimes when i really feel like i can't talk to anyone (more of like i just don't want to or know how to or just don't want to listen to their reply, or reaction to what i'm feeling) i would just do things i like, to make myself calm. Apart from praying to Allah S.W.T which really does calm me because i would feel like i'm never left alone. He is always there, watching me, taking care of me.
Yes, apart from that, i would just drown into my music. (I will share more about this passion of mine in the future but as for now...) or just watch movies or play games or just read puisi. I love puisi, poetry but i prefer calling it puisi more, me. It kinda calm me. I have long left my passion in writing. I just don't know why i can't find any more words to put in. Use to have a friend that shares the same passion in writing puisi and i hope she does not stop doing it too. I am more interested in Indonesian puisi but that does not mean i dislike English and Malay ones.

Here is something worth sharing (who knows someone out there is facing the same thing)