It's 2021, whasssuppp!

 Hi, to whoever who actually reads my blog. Like ever. Lol.

To whoever who is new, let me introduce myself again. 

I'm 27, married (happily married to the love of my life) but still living with my parents (while we wait for our BTO to you know) and currently jobless. Yep. Jobless. (almost a month now)

Yes, I decided to quit during the worst outbreak in Singapore. I mean the world. (Covid happened, I mean still happening) For the second time quitting a job during pandemic this but this time without looking for another job first. Lol. This time it lasted me for 6 months. Lol. 

It's not solely due to the "work/work environment" fault. I was just mentally not okay. Not crazy. Just not feeling and "thinking" okay and the work environment was making it a lot worst! I had lots of meltdowns during my time working there. Yep, at home and at WORK (I can't believe it happened at work). That was just how bad it is. And due to the constant meltdowns at such a short period of time, I had to let go of the job. Though honestly, I missed my children so bad. Like I have to be honest here. I love them!

I've been thinking a lot (when have I ever not) so I tend to distract myself, make myself busy with home chores (washing my husband's and my clothes etc), trying to make new music (but I have lost it somewhere so I just do covers now) or try to watch movies I like (seldom tho, I do have a TV in my room but yea usually it's on when my husband is back to watch together) and now trying to read back (currently reading a book I bought in Feb 2020 and reading it now Jan 2021.) 

Well, the book made me come back here to write. Okay. I am not a writer nor good in the language (strangers keep telling me that on my YouTube channel) Fine. I get it my English is atrocious. But I will still speak or write in English on my SOCMED just because I feel that lots of people around the world understand English than a language that I'm fluent in. (a matter of fact even my Malay is not the bomb) just to also include it here I like to write whatever language I feel like writing (It can be Malay, Indo or English) because why not??

I mean what if someone who is poor in English but loves writing and has like great ideas but is being stopped just because of his/her poor English? That is sad. It really is. 

Creativity. Even famous artist who paints they don't paint perfectly. They paint using their imaginations, creativity, their soul & heart. (I believe so)

Anyway, I wanted to share a story about my high school days. Haha. But not in this post will be the next okay. Let me like shower and be smelling like a hot chic and come back for a great high school story of mine. Lolz!

Signing Out,